Well it's been forever since I posted here. Sorry about that. I have two blogs going at once. I forget that not everybody has myspace.
Anyways, not much going on this weekend. Next Sunday I'm off to camp for two weeks. So I have to do some shopping beforehand. I need to get some shampoo and conditioner, soap, toothpaste, one of those plastic things you put your toothbrush in, and some food in case I don't like some of the meals. Oh and I get my own room this year! Woohoo! They do have Internet up there so I'll try and update both blogs. But I'll only be able to go online during the evenings since I'll be doing stuff during the day. I'm even considering going on one of their off sights this year.
Well I'm off now. May be back later.

Quick update here. I did promise I would try to update more often. Anyways, my Wednesday class is finished. Yay! One of the girls in my class baked some really tasty cookies. And the class pretty much read their stuff. Most of my classmates went out for a drink. I probably would have joined them if it wasn't so last minute. Well I'm off to watch a cheap teen slasher movie now. Talk about guilty pleasures. May be back later.

Wow, haven't posted here in a while. I really don't have much to say. I can't sleep. It's way too hot in my room. I'm almost finished night courses so I've been pretty busy with homework. Other than that not much else is going on. Anyways, I'm off to eat the rest of those chips I brought upstairs with me. May be back whenever.

Unfortunately I still don't have enough money. But when I finally do have enough I'll get a plane ticket and go visit my special friend.

That is if I could actually cook, which I can't, I would cook for my very special friend. For those who know me, you know who I'm talking about. I would make him chocolate chip cookies.

Yay! I'm gonna be the first one to post for January. I know that's not too terribly exciting, but I'm bored anyway. I finally moved into my new room, which was actually my brother's old room. But the rest of my stuff is in my old room. We'll have to move that tomorrow. Also my TV will have to be hooked up tomorrow. Which sucks 'cause Without a Trace is on at ten. Well that's all I have to say for now. Be back later.

Tomorrow I leave for Amber's house and will be there for the next two days. Can anybody say party? Anyway, I'm looking forward to it. This will be the first time I've been away from home on New Year's.

I know the subject makes me sound very anti-Christmas, but to me it's just not fun anymore. I don't know why. I'm just not enjoying it as much as I used to. Maybe I need to get away from my family for a while. Anyway, Christmas Day for me was somewhat eventful. We went to my stepdad's sister's house for dinner. She is one of the few people out of that family that doesn't annoy the hell out of me. I tried liquor for the first time in my life. Caluah with ice. A full glass of it. Not too bad actually. Tastes like chocolate milk sort of.
I ate two full plates of food plus some snacks. And damn it, I wish I'd had some chocolate cake! I could really go for some right now. Actually, I could really go for some left over spaghetti and meatballs we had on Christmas Eve. I think I'll have some for lunch. My mother better not throw it out.
Well after visiting with relatives for a while we just went home. I went to bed. The Sound of Music was showing on television so I watched it for a bit. Then I passed out.
Now on to New Year's. Which I really look forward to. I'm going to Amber's house for a party. Yeah! We're gonna watch Family Guy, get drunk, and eat shit loads of food. And then I have an need to go for my appointment at Sheridan College. Speaking of which, I will be starting my courses on January 16th. I've managed to sort out everything with the disabilities services beforehand, so I don't need to worry about that anymore. Oh and I need to make an appointment with the doctor for me to get on the pill. And once that shit's done, I can finally relax. Well sort of.
Anyways, I really should shut up now. Be back later.

Wow, haven't posted here in a while. Anyway, we got dumped on again. And we're supposed to get more snow tomorrow. Which I hope doesn't happen because I need to go to the college on Monday. I still have to do Christmas shopping too.
Well, I'm off. I'll post again when I have something to say.

Amber's over at my house and will be staying for the rest of the weekend. That means plenty of sugary junk food that will be going straight to my waistline, all-nighters, Family Guy, and chatting on Skype with certain people. Yeah!

The lyrics of the song I'm about to post remind me of what a very good friend of mine is going through right now. It's by Kate Bush and it's called This Woman's Work. And it's a song I'd really like to have. So if anyone has it send it to me.

Pray God you can cope.
I stand outside this woman's work,
This woman's world.
Ooh, it's hard on the man,
Now his part is over.
Now starts the craft of the father.

I know you have a little life in you yet.
I know you have a lot of strength left.
I know you have a little life in you yet.
I know you have a lot of strength left.

I should be crying, but I just can't let it show.
I should be hoping, but I can't stop thinking

Of all the things I should've said,
That I never said.
All the things we should've done,
Though we never did.
All the things I should've given,
But I didn't.

Oh, darling, make it go,
Make it go away.

Give me these moments back.
Give them back to me.
Give me that little kiss.
Give me your hand.

(I know you have a little life in you yet.
I know you have a lot of strength left.
I know you have a little life in you yet.
I know you have a lot of strength left.)

I should be crying, but I just can't let it show.
I should be hoping, but I can't stop thinking

Of all the things we should've said,
That we never said.
All the things we should've done,
Though we never did.
All the things that you needed from me.
All the things that you wanted for me.
All the things that I should've given,
But I didn't.

Oh, darling, make it go away.
Just make it go away now.

It's amazing how much one phone call can affect you. This morning I got a phone call from a very special person and I was happy. Then just recently I get a call from my darling mother nagging about stuff as usual and I feel like crap. Now I've got menstrual cramps bad. It's funny how they started up after my mother called. That woman sure knows how to ruin a good day.
Anyway, that's it for now. I shall return to complain some more later.

Well, I'm back. And I finally have something to say. Damon now knows that I like him. Well, I had a feeling he knew long before that. I'm not too good at hiding things. Anyways, he's still getting over some stuff right now so he's not quite ready for a relationship. But who knows what the future brings. So far I see only good things. Hopefully I'll be able to see him one of these days. Man I'm so happy!

Well Christmas is coming up. Which means I have to do my Christmas shopping. Which means I'll be forced to wander the malls for hours on end with my mother. Ugh! If there was a hell, that would be it. But as soon as I get that over with, I'll have to register for night courses in January. Then call the disabilities services again. Then I'll be all set and my parents can finally stop complaining.
Oh yeah, last night I dreamt I was in the convenient store looking for a Peppermint Aero chocolate bar. I could so go for that right now. Anyway, I'm off. I may be back tomorrow.

Today we went out for lunch for my brother's birthday. Which was actually yesterday. Anyway, I overate and after that I felt really sick so I went to bed when we got home.
Anyway, Damon's coming back from Florida today. I'm not sure if he'll be online tonight. Well I don't have a whole lot to say. Be back tomorrow.

I didn't end up going out today because my mom got really sick at work and had to come home.She was throwing up all day .
Anyway, right this moment I'm chatting with Damon on messenger and watching Family Guy. There's really not much to say right now. I'll be back later.

I made another typo. If anyone knows how to edit posts please tell me.

I made a typo in last night's post. I meant to say "They are the most annoying people on the planet." Not "They have." I don't know how to edit my posts. Anyway, what did I do today? Amber called me and we talked for a while. That's about it. Tomorrow I'm going out to get a birthday card for Ryan. I also have to go to the bank and get money out for Christmas shopping.
Anyway I'm don't have much more to say. Be back tomorrow.

I went out today. I got some money out of the bank and bought shampoo so I wouldn't have to use the crappy cheap stuff in the bathroom. This stuff ruins my hair. Anyway, my brother's birthday's on Friday. Which means I'll have to see the step-grandparents. Oh joy. They have the most annoying people on the planet.
Not to mention Ryan's their absolute favourite. Never gave me anything on my birthday. I suspect they'll be giving me restaurant coupons for Christmas. Or some hidious piece of clothing I will never wear. That's what you get for not being their favourite person. Mind you I wouldn't want to anyway. Just thought I'd bitch about it.
What else? I miss him. I always miss him.

Okay so I finally got this working! Yay! I have nothing to say at the moment. Only that I miss a certain someone terribly.